Can't sleep. And is it getting any closer to Monday? Is it FUCK!
Christ. I really need to stop fucking napping in the evening only for my mother to ruin it by calling me SEVERAL times.
I mean what could be so important that it would be enough to ruin my precious nap?
PEOPLE NEED NAPS!
Actually now I just need some sleep. Just listening to my last.fm playlist again. Which is full of shit because it won't allow you to listen to anything until you've got 15 artists in your library which is why I'm having to listen to Duran Duran right now blahing on with 'Save a Prayer' which is actually a good song if you can stomach the cheese. A bit like the entire 80's I guess.
I'm getting quite bored of all of the music on there so I'm going to have to replace it soon. I need to chuck some Ash on there. Maybe some Teenage Fanclub. Incidentally, the first single I ever bought was 'basketcase' by Green Day, but for some reason I remember more vividly the time I first heard 'Sparky's Dream' by Teenage Fanclub on The Chart Show on ITV. Then I planned my escape for the afternoon with my pocket money for which I had to iron about a million fucking shirts. I decided to run off to Weston Super Mare to buy the single on cassette. Hehehe. From 'Our Price'.
And you'd go there and a bunch of people from school would be there and you'd have to sort of pretend you weren't listening to real music but all the shit which was in the top 5 which they all loved.
I remember when I went there and Sian Williams and Daniel Ovendon were there and I was like ' Oh fuck it'. I'm quite private about my music and I suppose I always have been looking back.
It's not because I listen to shit though.
Mm.
Fuck it. It's going to be another tired day at work tomorrow. All the shitty mcshit files I have to do tomorrow too. I've got a bunch of priority litigation to deal with. Also have a default judgment on one of them which sucks to high heaven. Some people don't understand the notion of being at odds but being technically in a period of negotiation.
Wouldn't want to negotiate with someone who had a point, and was right, of course. Would they?
Today I think I caused my manager concern. By revealing that I'd learned very little since joining my team because I already made a point of knowing it all before I got there, and that some very senior people were referring to me with all their credit hire queries.
If I'm above my station you heathen wench, try and push me back down. GO ON! lol.
Anyway, time to have another cig and then lay down again and fail to sleep.
Pearson.