Thanks for the email.

I really do appreciate it. I just find it really hard when you are so down on yourself.

And I know I can't help. I can't do a single thing. I don't know how to explain it. When you say things about yourself, it literally hurts me to think that you're thinking these sorts of things. I don't know why, its just how I feel.

If you could only see yourself with my eyes, for just a couple of seconds. You wouldn't feel any of this anymore.

I don't know who is making you think it. Or who has contributed to this feeling of yours over the years, to make you think of yourself the way you do. But it really makes me want to hurt each and every last fucking one of them. And I'm not a violent person.

However shit you feel about you, there is always a little old me out there who has a smile on her face at the mere thought of you. And could be in a room in silence with you for hours and just be happy that you're there.

If that is such a crime, then I am afraid I am guilty, I confess. I just feel quite protective about you and that is probably wrong and all.

I just wish I could take these feelings of self loathing away from you.

That is all.

xx