There aren't really any words for how proud I am of you. The hardest thing for you to do is talk and open up. And you did it all night.
And it wasn't so bad was it? I hope maybe it made you see that saying the things you need to, to whoever needs to hear it doesn't always have to be so bad.
It gave me belief that you mean what you say, and that you're going to do something about the situation. I still go over it all in my mind but I believe in you.
I did before but like, you can't get any meaning from anything on msn. It's like, how can you know someone means it? I know you mean it now.
It has helped a lot. I don't know about you, but it feels like we're a lot closer now I guess.
When you felt so sad and was all teary and stuff I just wanted to hold you and tell you that I love you. But I couldn't. Not because I don't. I'm just not ready to say it out loud and I'm sorry that might sound childish.
But I felt it. Thats what matters. I don't know I feel protective of you. And not in a stifling way. Just that when you find something hard like talking and stuff and you get sad I just want to make it all better.
I just felt like I needed to write something down. It's like you gave me a glimpse of the insides of you. Your insides are for want of a better word, beautiful.
I only think more of you for all of it. I don't think less of you for anything you said or anything you could say.
I love you. I really hope this is not the end of us.
Get your life back. You can do it. I know you've got it in you.
Please.
Pearson.x
